I laid in bed crying my eyes out
I was the lowest of lows
Lonely, sad and full of fear
Heart aching, mind racing, tears flowing
Loss of a handful of friendships that really rocked my world
Blown off by another guy and so over dating unavailable men
Burnt out at work to the point of tears weekly
Overwhelmed with starting my own business that I didn’t know where to begin
Resentments with my family that brought up all the inner child wounds
Disconnected from my body that I couldn’t even feel
Masking with weed and wine so that I didn’t have to cope with life
A season of life that when I was in it, felt like I was never going to get out.
It was dark and hard. I was down, tired and emotionally exhausted.
I tried really hard to be the fun, loving, everything is all good girl, because that was my persona and that’s how my ego wanted to keep me safe.
What was hard to realize when I was in it, this was my quantum crumble and I was going through a huge transition in my life.
I was releasing the things of the past that no longer served me in my highest, most aligned self.
Releasing people, experiences and things that weren’t allowing me to grow into the next version of me, which is my truest, most magnetic, aligned and abundant self.
I made a choice and chose me
I fell in love with my self
I followed the whisper of desire
I connected with the people who loved me for me
I got the support I needed
I dove deep into my spirituality
I slowed down to feel
I changed my relationship with men & dating
I got to know my body and pleasure
I took radical personal responsibility
I looked at the shadows and fears
And what happened?
I developed the most loving sisterhood
I took time off my corporate job to rest and reset
I created the business of my dreams that gives me freedom and purpose
I met the most divine and devoted man who I am creating a beautiful life with
I’m becoming more vulnerable and real with my family
I have a sacred relationship with my body and my pleasure and god
I made a radical and simple choice that changed my life.
The question is ..
What will you choose?
If you are ready to choose you and get support in creating the most loving and devoted relationship with yourself, here is a link to book a completely free, 30 minute Connection Call where we will get clear on what you want to create for your life, identify what’s in the way and action steps to move forward. I am so excited to connect with you!
Whitney Eve oxo